Today is my birthday and I was having a pretty okay day for the most part. Well, nothing went wrong til I counted on my husband (we have been seperated for about 3 months) who asked me last night to go out for my birthday tonight.
Two days ago he asked me to go over to his mothers house to help her with her cell phone. And being in a good mood and trying to put the hatred things this women has done to me over this split behind me…well, I went. While we were there I helped her with her phone, gave her a nice website to get free ringtones from (www.myxer.com) and then helped Scott make a grocery list. I also help him every time he gets paid to pay the bills and manage things now that I am not there to do it anymore…get the funny, I am still doing it. Yes, I do feel more and more like an idiot. He asked me if I wanted to go to Sam’s Club the next day to help him get his stuff. I said yes because I too needed to pick some things up from there. So, he gets off work at 2:30 and we were suppose to go then…instead at 3:00 I called him to see if he was on his way when he informed me that he was gonna go with his brother instead. Nice, replaced again…cuz alcoholics are more fun then I am. So, I was pissed to put it nicely.
So, I am thinking okay I am still gonna get a dinner out of it…wrong!!! He hadn’t called me so I rode my motorcycle over to my old house to see if he was ready since it was almost 7pm and he didn’t work today. He wasn’t even dressed for any type of going out for dinner…he said well I thought you didn’t want to go so I made other plans. I wasn’t even off my bike. I looked at him and said I am such a fuckin idiot! I left and when I got home he had texted me saying he was sorry. I told his sorry’s sound more like selfish so from now on he might as well type “I’m selfish”! I am so mad at him…it’s my birthday and not even a Happy Birthday or a card or a dinner…I never expect a gift from him because that takes thought.
So, it’s my birthday and her I am sitting alone at my apartment. I must say my apartment is much better than his home, the man had to have the vacuum…he just never uses it! I know I am better off away from him, but I still need to get all my things before I kick it all away! I will miss my yard and my dogs, but I will be damned if I will ever miss this SH*T!
Thanks for the vent!
Posted by Miz Lucky 
